Thursday, November 26. 2009
電話情絲
隨歷史變遷，中國邁入了信息時代。電腦、電話成為人們日常生活不能缺少的部分，它們如同水一般成為人們必須攝取的物質。我們不難想像：一個沒有水的世界將
是一片荒蕪的沙漠；一個沒有電話的世界就像一隻失去雙眼的雄鷹，任由它怎樣翱翔也難到達夢中的世界，電話傳達節日里的一聲問候；電話有來自遠方的祝福；電
話是心與心交流的場所，電話是朋友失意時的慰籍；電話是戀人間永遠不捨的纏綿
一
序：這是五月的第二個星期天，母親節，這位年輕的母親此時正守在電話旁，等待她8位兒女遠方的祝福。
這是她接到的第八個電話，電話裡8個不同的聲音匯成了同一個祝福：媽媽，節日快樂。這8個年青人與她素未謀面，他們知道同一個故事，被同一個故事感動。
一 位母親和她6歲的女兒在馬路上走著，可一隻塑料袋在一陣微風的追趕下放肆地滿天飛舞，風停了，塑料袋也隨之停下了輕盈的舞步。女孩拾起塑料袋對媽媽說： 媽媽、媽媽，你看。媽媽蹲下對女兒說：紅紅，你說該怎麼辦呢？女兒用幼稚的聲音說：老師說了，地球是我家，保護環境靠大家！母親給了女兒一個鼓 勵的目光。小女孩朝著塑料袋四處搜索著，她不禁失望地轉過頭來看了母親一眼，母親用手指了指對面的馬路，女孩高興地朝對面的垃圾桶跑去。
一聲緊急 的剎車聲打斷了母親所有的思緒，把母親所有的希望都摔得粉碎。女兒成了車輪下的清潔天使。從那以後，城市裡所有的垃圾桶上都印有小女孩的頭像一張天真 無邪的臉。城市裡也多了許多自願的清潔天使。可這一切卻換不回那顆受傷的心。母親日漸憔悴，總是活在痛苦的回憶裡。在那屬於她和女兒的房間裡回憶著過去的 種種，斷絕了和外界的聯繫。
叮 一陣刺耳的鈴聲，一個陌生的聲音我知道失去親人的痛苦，你是一位偉大的母親，我想你女兒不希望以前那位滿 臉微笑的母親變成如今這樣，如果把心靈浸泡在後悔和遺憾的水中，痛苦就必須佔據你的整個心靈。懊悔就像一劑慢性毒藥，在不知不覺中消耗你的快樂。到外面看 看你熟悉的社會，她依舊七彩斑斕，它是屬於你的：陽光、空氣和水，還有曾經的那份喜悅！我是一位孤兒，從未享受過母愛，我想叫你一聲：媽媽！ 電話那頭的聲音已經變得沙啞；電話這頭的媽媽已經泣不成聲。從那以後母親又接到了7位不同青年的電話。電話裡的安慰、電話裡那一聲媽媽讓她重新拾起 做母親的感覺。慢慢地，母親走出了回憶，開始了新的生活，電話成了她唯一的寄託，也成為她與孩子們問候的唯一途徑。
二
序：中國正在打一場沒有硝煙的戰爭，此時辛苦在地震災區第一線的醫護人員們正盡著自己最大的努力救死扶傷。電話成了他們與家人聯繫的唯一方式。
餵，爸爸嗎？我是雯雯，我好想你，你好久沒陪我去吃肯德基了 我很乖的，聽媽媽的話。
嗯，乖女兒，爸爸回來後一定陪我女兒去吃肯德基，好嗎？一天的忙碌被女兒這幾句稚氣的話抹得不留痕跡。
老公，你在那兒怎麼樣？你自己一定要小心，你有胃病，別光顧工作一定要按時吃飯，最近天氣涼，記著多穿點衣服啊！此時的聲音哽咽了。 我們都很好，爸 爸，媽媽也挺好，你別擔心。放心工作吧！家裡有我呢？我們在家 等 你回來。
老婆，我挺好的，就是特想你們，我不在家就辛苦你了，我愛你。
她露出了會心的一笑。
站在一旁的老頭、老太早就等不及了，一把接過電話。
兒子、兒子！你要注意身體，不要
還沒說完，王醫生要處理緊急情況了。電話那頭響起了嘟 嘟 嘟的聲音。
哎 不知他什麼時候才能回家，你看這地震搞的 。老太太神情焦慮地說。
是啊！地震可謂是聽者色變，站在地震災區一線的戰士們遠離親人，只能在閒暇時打個電話和老爸、老媽、老婆、兒子嘮叨幾句。電話成了他們工作之餘唯一的牽 掛。王醫生已經在地震災區工作了49天，好久沒有抱抱可愛的女兒雯雯；好久！好久沒有看見那一張張熟悉的臉。只有那電話另一端的聲音給了他工作的動力和精 神的支持。
像王醫生這樣的救災人員很多很多，他們捍衛著傷員的生命，他們用關心、愛心幫助傷員，可面對著生離死別，他們也有脆弱的時候，是電話的另一頭的愛燃燒了他們心靈的火花，讓他們走得更堅定。
三
序：生活中隨處可見的愛在它的傳遞下悄悄蔓延，滲透到社會的每個角落，滲透到空氣中的每個分子中。
瞧，俏皮的女孩不知為何又與男友大吵了一番。扔下一句：以後別再來找我了。掉頭走了。
不找就不找，世上不是只有你一朵花。倔強的男孩也不肯低頭。
眼看一對相互傾慕的戀人就因一次無謂的吵架而互不低頭，而彼此卻倍受相思之苦，誰也不忍心。吵後方知悔，女孩心裡想：都是我太任性了。如果他來找我，我一定承認錯誤。男孩也跟丟了魂似的在女孩的樓下不停的轉悠。
叮 一陣清純的鈴聲響起。女孩飛一般的跑到電話前，餵 ，找哪位？一個急促的聲音。可只聽到電話另一端的呼吸聲。男孩不知道如何開口。
是你嗎？強仔：我知道是我太任性了，對不起 愛在慢慢蔓延。
穎，我們和好吧！我們以後別吵架了，好嗎？
電話另一頭一個富有磁性的聲音急促的說。
一
序：這是五月的第二個星期天，母親節，這位年輕的母親此時正守在電話旁，等待她8位兒女遠方的祝福。
這是她接到的第八個電話，電話裡8個不同的聲音匯成了同一個祝福：媽媽，節日快樂。這8個年青人與她素未謀面，他們知道同一個故事，被同一個故事感動。
一 位母親和她6歲的女兒在馬路上走著，可一隻塑料袋在一陣微風的追趕下放肆地滿天飛舞，風停了，塑料袋也隨之停下了輕盈的舞步。女孩拾起塑料袋對媽媽說： 媽媽、媽媽，你看。媽媽蹲下對女兒說：紅紅，你說該怎麼辦呢？女兒用幼稚的聲音說：老師說了，地球是我家，保護環境靠大家！母親給了女兒一個鼓 勵的目光。小女孩朝著塑料袋四處搜索著，她不禁失望地轉過頭來看了母親一眼，母親用手指了指對面的馬路，女孩高興地朝對面的垃圾桶跑去。
一聲緊急 的剎車聲打斷了母親所有的思緒，把母親所有的希望都摔得粉碎。女兒成了車輪下的清潔天使。從那以後，城市裡所有的垃圾桶上都印有小女孩的頭像一張天真 無邪的臉。城市裡也多了許多自願的清潔天使。可這一切卻換不回那顆受傷的心。母親日漸憔悴，總是活在痛苦的回憶裡。在那屬於她和女兒的房間裡回憶著過去的 種種，斷絕了和外界的聯繫。
叮 一陣刺耳的鈴聲，一個陌生的聲音我知道失去親人的痛苦，你是一位偉大的母親，我想你女兒不希望以前那位滿 臉微笑的母親變成如今這樣，如果把心靈浸泡在後悔和遺憾的水中，痛苦就必須佔據你的整個心靈。懊悔就像一劑慢性毒藥，在不知不覺中消耗你的快樂。到外面看 看你熟悉的社會，她依舊七彩斑斕，它是屬於你的：陽光、空氣和水，還有曾經的那份喜悅！我是一位孤兒，從未享受過母愛，我想叫你一聲：媽媽！ 電話那頭的聲音已經變得沙啞；電話這頭的媽媽已經泣不成聲。從那以後母親又接到了7位不同青年的電話。電話裡的安慰、電話裡那一聲媽媽讓她重新拾起 做母親的感覺。慢慢地，母親走出了回憶，開始了新的生活，電話成了她唯一的寄託，也成為她與孩子們問候的唯一途徑。
二
序：中國正在打一場沒有硝煙的戰爭，此時辛苦在地震災區第一線的醫護人員們正盡著自己最大的努力救死扶傷。電話成了他們與家人聯繫的唯一方式。
餵，爸爸嗎？我是雯雯，我好想你，你好久沒陪我去吃肯德基了 我很乖的，聽媽媽的話。
嗯，乖女兒，爸爸回來後一定陪我女兒去吃肯德基，好嗎？一天的忙碌被女兒這幾句稚氣的話抹得不留痕跡。
老公，你在那兒怎麼樣？你自己一定要小心，你有胃病，別光顧工作一定要按時吃飯，最近天氣涼，記著多穿點衣服啊！此時的聲音哽咽了。 我們都很好，爸 爸，媽媽也挺好，你別擔心。放心工作吧！家裡有我呢？我們在家 等 你回來。
老婆，我挺好的，就是特想你們，我不在家就辛苦你了，我愛你。
她露出了會心的一笑。
站在一旁的老頭、老太早就等不及了，一把接過電話。
兒子、兒子！你要注意身體，不要
還沒說完，王醫生要處理緊急情況了。電話那頭響起了嘟 嘟 嘟的聲音。
哎 不知他什麼時候才能回家，你看這地震搞的 。老太太神情焦慮地說。
是啊！地震可謂是聽者色變，站在地震災區一線的戰士們遠離親人，只能在閒暇時打個電話和老爸、老媽、老婆、兒子嘮叨幾句。電話成了他們工作之餘唯一的牽 掛。王醫生已經在地震災區工作了49天，好久沒有抱抱可愛的女兒雯雯；好久！好久沒有看見那一張張熟悉的臉。只有那電話另一端的聲音給了他工作的動力和精 神的支持。
像王醫生這樣的救災人員很多很多，他們捍衛著傷員的生命，他們用關心、愛心幫助傷員，可面對著生離死別，他們也有脆弱的時候，是電話的另一頭的愛燃燒了他們心靈的火花，讓他們走得更堅定。
三
序：生活中隨處可見的愛在它的傳遞下悄悄蔓延，滲透到社會的每個角落，滲透到空氣中的每個分子中。
瞧，俏皮的女孩不知為何又與男友大吵了一番。扔下一句：以後別再來找我了。掉頭走了。
不找就不找，世上不是只有你一朵花。倔強的男孩也不肯低頭。
眼看一對相互傾慕的戀人就因一次無謂的吵架而互不低頭，而彼此卻倍受相思之苦，誰也不忍心。吵後方知悔，女孩心裡想：都是我太任性了。如果他來找我，我一定承認錯誤。男孩也跟丟了魂似的在女孩的樓下不停的轉悠。
叮 一陣清純的鈴聲響起。女孩飛一般的跑到電話前，餵 ，找哪位？一個急促的聲音。可只聽到電話另一端的呼吸聲。男孩不知道如何開口。
是你嗎？強仔：我知道是我太任性了，對不起 愛在慢慢蔓延。
穎，我們和好吧！我們以後別吵架了，好嗎？
電話另一頭一個富有磁性的聲音急促的說。
就在彼此面對無法用語言表達時，就在彼此都吝嗇於說出那幾個字時，電話成了傳遞愛情的最佳方式。或許就是你不經意的一個電話撥動了愛人的心，挽救了一段真摯的情感。
這些只是生活中的幾個片段，可是在生活中像這樣的片段還有很多。在你工作閒暇之餘，拿起電話吧！給遠方的母親送去一個祝福；在你無事可做時，拿起它給遠方失意的朋友送去一絲慰籍；在你想念她時，拿起它給遠方的同樣戀著你的人送去那儲存已久的思戀。它 是愛的使者，因為有愛它才可愛，它用自己的快樂去感染周圍的世界。它給需要笑聲的人帶來開懷，它給沮喪的人送去溫暖。它驅走了煩惱和憂愁，它分解頹廢和灰 心。它走到那裡都受到歡迎，它是那麼透明、那麼坦誠。是它增加了世界的魅力和精彩。是它改變了這個世界的力量和信念。
它是腮邊一滴感動的淚珠，是熱唇上的 一個輕吻。
它是心的溝通，是心與心的碰撞，是心靈的交匯，是它讓人與人之間的距離越來越近，是它讓世界更小。
Wednesday, September 2. 2009
流離失所的生活
生活像沉入海底的魚，時間越長，就越想浮出水面來透透氣，呼吸呼吸新鮮空氣。流離失所的生活，那樣一個深夜老闆老闆娘都去朋友家打麻將，留我一個人守著
家。十一點我準時洗澡上床，拿上安妮寶貝的書一頁一頁地翻看。凌晨兩點我開始寫些凌亂的文字，之後開始悄無聲息的流淚，再之後撥通那個男人的電話，開始無
盡止的傾訴。忽然討厭自己的無緣無故，脆弱敏感的神經。我在想，我可以渴望一場溫暖的愛情，愛上靈魂選中的男人，為他洗衣做飯，然後我們生個漂亮的孩子。
可是我發現自己已經丟失了愛人的能力，但是又在心底猛然清醒，既便是真正的結合也是想給精神找個停靠的地方。可是又發現有些可愛的孩子在兩個人早已經遺忘
的愛情裡夭折了，不愛分手的男女可以簡接地傷害一些未出生無辜的孩子們。
我從天橋上走過，突然發現自己還活著，賣了兩件秋衣。秋天到了，寒風刺骨，開始要學著愛護自己。把那些傷害暫時遺忘，把糾結在靈魂深處的孤獨釋 放。置身在天橋上看著人群湧動的地方，想一個憂美的姿勢跳下去，結束二十幾年的光陰。卻嘴角翕動著發不出聲，發現腳上有兩隻不厭其煩的鞋子。鞋鞋，那個我 深愛的男人叫我鞋鞋，想到面容模糊的男子我竟然會在內心裡湧動感動與溫暖。天橋、馬路、天空、死亡、愛情每一樣都透露著神秘的色彩。有著誘人的力量，死後 就可以重生。他們各得其所，而我是一個孤獨的個體，容不入大自然的懷抱裡。我既不能長久的站在天橋上擋住陌生人的路，也不能跳下去結束生命。我聽見靈魂在 孤單的呼喚，那時很想飛上天，然後俯瞰萬水千山，或者傾聽萬籟俱靜的靈魂。敏感就在一剎那，感覺自己無所不能，在極度壓抑的時刻慶賀自己還是清醒的。直到 最後天橋上人影不在湧動，消失的干乾淨淨，背上旅行包回家。
那時頭腦裡的幻覺，靈魂死去的那刻開始慢慢地複然。我忽然想寫那個男孩兒凌，他八九歲的樣子，坐在我的腿上，和我總是搶一台電腦。那時候我會 停止寂寞的傾訴，空氣裡再也不會飄浮孤獨的分子。也只有在那刻，我是開心的，我感到孩子的天真與善良。從理念上說，我是一個過路人，在流離失所的生活中尋 找陽光。可是孩子依然不害怕，坐在我的腿上時不時地親吻我的憔悴面容。有一種短暫的安全漫過我的心底，我不在害怕自己孤單的死去。
我和她走出來時，我們一起走過熟悉的街道，之後我去了小地攤上看書，她朝我的反方向行走。我和她一樣，只不過她已經有了歸宿，而我依舊漫無目的的 行走或者流浪。因為偶然我們必然的相交，然後我們毫無牽掛的告別。其實一開始就在告別中，只是生活太麻木了沒有發現而已。那刻我感覺到她與那個男人的相 愛，是慾望的浴火重生。她是男人手中的金絲雀，其它的人根本碰不得。她依然是個可憐的女子像我一樣，無法獲得自由，一直為他犧牲著年華美貌。
公交車來了，冷漠的人們你擠我推的上了車，刷卡。然後往有座位的地方拼命的游過，進行稀薄的暗鬥。我看著他們狠心的佔用慾望，竟然笑出了聲。在車 上我看見那些面無表情的人們，我是開心的。並不是我一個人是孤獨的，還有一些和我一樣經歷一樣成長一樣不幸運的女子。無論女人受到怎樣的傷害或者不再相信 愛情的心態，但是他們心裡是渴望有個溫暖的家庭。女人敏感多穎的動物，愛的時候一臉燦爛，傷的時候總會蜷縮在角落裡無日無夜的哭泣。笑自己的瘋狂笑自己的 多情更笑自己的面無表情，記憶裡的幸福很漠糊，讓人只能看到它的可悲模樣。
下了班，走在街頭上聽著那些做生意的小貶子們吆喝的聲音，那聲音像極了生活的譜曲，憂鬱孤單痛苦寂寞。我會用無所事事的眼光游離著他們悲哀的神 情，他們依然會在街頭賣著廉價的衣服、鞋子、水果、零食、書本、CD片、以及自己喜歡吃的麻辣湯。我或許可以吃上一頓麻辣的食物然後忘記一些疼痛。生活邊 緣上掙扎的他們，始終沒有被孤獨染上風寒。他們也沒有被寂寞腐蝕，他們的相信愛情，只是愛情在他們眼裡如柴米油鹽的生活。他們的組合純粹是為了赤裸裸的生 活以及慾望，並不是為了靈魂上的呼喚，而是被生活所迫或者被吞噬。
愛上寫字的女人都缺少真正的朋友，她們要用文字來傾訴來生活。她們要呼吸新鮮的空氣，所以會寫出真實的感受成長。她們在文字裡漸漸的老去，漸漸地 冷漠，寫字的女人多半都不會有一段美好的愛情。如張愛玲，那是女人的悲哀。寫出靈魂中的染料，塗成自己曾經的故事，完成自己記錄的使命。如果不寫字那麼將 也不會完成自我，愛字的女人猶如赤腳走在沙灘上，她在感受著生命萬物的溫度。自從寫字以來我把自己放進潮濕暗無天日的角落裡，偶爾深深的哭泣。深夜醒來， 拿上凌亂的堆滿灰塵的小說開始安靜的閱讀，直到黎明到來，天空泛出微微的藍色。我起身用冷水洗一把臉，走向上班的地方。新的一天又開始了，我又蒼老了一 天，寂寞又結出一層果實。傷花正在徐徐綻放，猶如我那既將失去愛情以及青春。
我從天橋上走過，突然發現自己還活著，賣了兩件秋衣。秋天到了，寒風刺骨，開始要學著愛護自己。把那些傷害暫時遺忘，把糾結在靈魂深處的孤獨釋 放。置身在天橋上看著人群湧動的地方，想一個憂美的姿勢跳下去，結束二十幾年的光陰。卻嘴角翕動著發不出聲，發現腳上有兩隻不厭其煩的鞋子。鞋鞋，那個我 深愛的男人叫我鞋鞋，想到面容模糊的男子我竟然會在內心裡湧動感動與溫暖。天橋、馬路、天空、死亡、愛情每一樣都透露著神秘的色彩。有著誘人的力量，死後 就可以重生。他們各得其所，而我是一個孤獨的個體，容不入大自然的懷抱裡。我既不能長久的站在天橋上擋住陌生人的路，也不能跳下去結束生命。我聽見靈魂在 孤單的呼喚，那時很想飛上天，然後俯瞰萬水千山，或者傾聽萬籟俱靜的靈魂。敏感就在一剎那，感覺自己無所不能，在極度壓抑的時刻慶賀自己還是清醒的。直到 最後天橋上人影不在湧動，消失的干乾淨淨，背上旅行包回家。
那時頭腦裡的幻覺，靈魂死去的那刻開始慢慢地複然。我忽然想寫那個男孩兒凌，他八九歲的樣子，坐在我的腿上，和我總是搶一台電腦。那時候我會 停止寂寞的傾訴，空氣裡再也不會飄浮孤獨的分子。也只有在那刻，我是開心的，我感到孩子的天真與善良。從理念上說，我是一個過路人，在流離失所的生活中尋 找陽光。可是孩子依然不害怕，坐在我的腿上時不時地親吻我的憔悴面容。有一種短暫的安全漫過我的心底，我不在害怕自己孤單的死去。
我和她走出來時，我們一起走過熟悉的街道，之後我去了小地攤上看書，她朝我的反方向行走。我和她一樣，只不過她已經有了歸宿，而我依舊漫無目的的 行走或者流浪。因為偶然我們必然的相交，然後我們毫無牽掛的告別。其實一開始就在告別中，只是生活太麻木了沒有發現而已。那刻我感覺到她與那個男人的相 愛，是慾望的浴火重生。她是男人手中的金絲雀，其它的人根本碰不得。她依然是個可憐的女子像我一樣，無法獲得自由，一直為他犧牲著年華美貌。
公交車來了，冷漠的人們你擠我推的上了車，刷卡。然後往有座位的地方拼命的游過，進行稀薄的暗鬥。我看著他們狠心的佔用慾望，竟然笑出了聲。在車 上我看見那些面無表情的人們，我是開心的。並不是我一個人是孤獨的，還有一些和我一樣經歷一樣成長一樣不幸運的女子。無論女人受到怎樣的傷害或者不再相信 愛情的心態，但是他們心裡是渴望有個溫暖的家庭。女人敏感多穎的動物，愛的時候一臉燦爛，傷的時候總會蜷縮在角落裡無日無夜的哭泣。笑自己的瘋狂笑自己的 多情更笑自己的面無表情，記憶裡的幸福很漠糊，讓人只能看到它的可悲模樣。
下了班，走在街頭上聽著那些做生意的小貶子們吆喝的聲音，那聲音像極了生活的譜曲，憂鬱孤單痛苦寂寞。我會用無所事事的眼光游離著他們悲哀的神 情，他們依然會在街頭賣著廉價的衣服、鞋子、水果、零食、書本、CD片、以及自己喜歡吃的麻辣湯。我或許可以吃上一頓麻辣的食物然後忘記一些疼痛。生活邊 緣上掙扎的他們，始終沒有被孤獨染上風寒。他們也沒有被寂寞腐蝕，他們的相信愛情，只是愛情在他們眼裡如柴米油鹽的生活。他們的組合純粹是為了赤裸裸的生 活以及慾望，並不是為了靈魂上的呼喚，而是被生活所迫或者被吞噬。
愛上寫字的女人都缺少真正的朋友，她們要用文字來傾訴來生活。她們要呼吸新鮮的空氣，所以會寫出真實的感受成長。她們在文字裡漸漸的老去，漸漸地 冷漠，寫字的女人多半都不會有一段美好的愛情。如張愛玲，那是女人的悲哀。寫出靈魂中的染料，塗成自己曾經的故事，完成自己記錄的使命。如果不寫字那麼將 也不會完成自我，愛字的女人猶如赤腳走在沙灘上，她在感受著生命萬物的溫度。自從寫字以來我把自己放進潮濕暗無天日的角落裡，偶爾深深的哭泣。深夜醒來， 拿上凌亂的堆滿灰塵的小說開始安靜的閱讀，直到黎明到來，天空泛出微微的藍色。我起身用冷水洗一把臉，走向上班的地方。新的一天又開始了，我又蒼老了一 天，寂寞又結出一層果實。傷花正在徐徐綻放，猶如我那既將失去愛情以及青春。
『寫作小序』流離失所的生活，一直以來走無數的地方，看無數的風景。可到最後發現看的多了，竟然麻木了。不想在四處走動，流離失所的生活失去珍貴的意義。 手腕上有一根用紅繩串起來的檀木籃子，像一個聖潔的紅蓮花，吐著寂寞的香味。那是在遙遠江南流浪的時候賣的，如今已經沒有當時的干淨了。那時我素面朝天， 穿著洗的發白的牛仔褲，帶著太陽鏡，背著旅行包。後來累了，竟然在那裡找到一份不是穩定但可以謀生的工作。一邊寫著孤單的字，一邊向靈魂進軍。後來，對於 那個地方熟悉了，漸漸地從生活裡開始排斥。坐上開往北方的火車，又漫無目地的流浪，過著自由而聖神的流離失所的生活。我不會打扮，很長一段時間頭髮紮成馬 尾辮，黑亮的頭髮很長一段時間沒有護理，變得油膩而枯萎。就這樣一如既往地流浪，給靈魂找份體面工作之後慢慢地變老。流離失所的生活讓我開始瘋狂的想家， 有時讓我體力不支，精神疲憊。我在流離失所的生活中失去判斷的能力，我經常會莫明其妙地問自己，下一站要去那裡，或許會問自己那裡才是我的家。有人說過， 生命是一個圓，流浪只是沿著半徑開始做離體運動。某年某月某一天，會回到重新的起點，開始安靜恬淡的生活。
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Friday, May 15. 2009
egg white almond cake
A
by-product of Tiramisu. I do think that purified protein snacks taste
very general. egg white are generally non-fat snacks, all taste tough
side. However, the remaining protein or out of use.
egg white almond cake
egg white almond cake
Material:
3 eggs white, almond flour 100g, fine granulated sugar 80g.
3 eggs white, almond flour 100g, fine granulated sugar 80g.
Instruction:
1, whipping until egg white foam, adding sugar three times.
1, whipping until egg white foam, adding sugar three times.
2, screening almond powder, add egg white paste, the use of blade to cut no dry powder mix.
3, Put high-temperature baking tray covered with cloth, egg white paste into the bag, squeeze in the conical tray
4, Preheated oven for170-degree , bake 20 minutes, about 10 minutes on the
surface a little scared at the mention of dry aluminum foil cover, do not
take them out after cooked in 15 minutes.
Thursday, October 16. 2008
ThinkPad R61i is Very Substantial
ThinkPad is infatuated with it by little countless black fan by its classical appearance design and outstanding performance. Today, I learn fund this collocate Intel surge forward pairs of nuclear T2410 ThinkPad R61i (7732A86) of processor from distributor The note-book, the present price is 4999 yuan. The readers of interest can pay close attention to.
Fund this this copy adopt light wicked classical design, all black compound material fuselage, hale and hearty fuselage lines, prominent and strong commercial style. Adorn the respect inside, has used the screen pivot of the metal material, the screen is very calm and steady while rotating, the loudspeaker is designed on the keyboard both sides, extraordinary atmosphere. Screen, fund this the collocate 14.1 wide to reject the screen, support the best resolution ratio to be 1280*800.
Dispose respect, fund this the allocate Intel surge forward one pair of nuclear T2410 processors, main board chip group Intel GM965, integrated Intel GMA X3100 reveals the chip, marks and mixes 2G DDR2 memory, 160GB SATA hard disk and Combo optical drive.
Fund this this copy adopt light wicked classical design, all black compound material fuselage, hale and hearty fuselage lines, prominent and strong commercial style. Adorn the respect inside, has used the screen pivot of the metal material, the screen is very calm and steady while rotating, the loudspeaker is designed on the keyboard both sides, extraordinary atmosphere. Screen, fund this the collocate 14.1 wide to reject the screen, support the best resolution ratio to be 1280*800.
Dispose respect, fund this the allocate Intel surge forward one pair of nuclear T2410 processors, main board chip group Intel GM965, integrated Intel GMA X3100 reveals the chip, marks and mixes 2G DDR2 memory, 160GB SATA hard disk and Combo optical drive.
As a classical commercial model, ThinkPad R61i not merely inherits the small and black and steady commercial style in appearance design, rather the equilibrium too in hardware disposition at the same time, T2410 processor matched mainly reaches 2.0GHz frequently, more outstanding than commonly used T2390/T2370 performance in this model, in addition, in consideration of commercial affair, this machine has integrated the safe chip, has offered the hard disk to protect the function.
Monday, August 18. 2008
Ford Focus Has Approved Two New Production
Changan Ford Focus has approved two new production, the model in the
notice of the State Development and Reform Commission, code-named
CAF7180, CAF7201, and these two models is about to "break cocoon" of
the new Fox. According to reports, the new Focus will be interior work
on the transformation of focus. Zhao from the spy, the car dashboard in
Taiwan, the centre console directly borrow a higher grade of winning
the Mondeo, luxury and fashion. In work on the new Fox changed the
previous big drama, bold style, whether material or joints will strive
to sophisticated, high quality, fully comparable with the Japanese car
of.
Appearance, the overall shape of the European edition of 08, Fox. Newly designed headlights with the same winning big brother the same, sharp and exciting, coupled with the full opening of the inlet grille mouth, the new Fox Baqi is full. At the same time, the shape and color taillamps also slight changes, the more exciting. In addition, the configuration, a big increase in traffic on the 1st of the computer screen, such as air conditioning and automatic thermostats.
It is learnt that the new Fox Although the larger changes in shape, but with the current production of Changan Ford's second-generation Ford Focus belong to the same platform, should be strictly of the second generation "half" of the Fox model, power is still with 2.0 and 1.8 L L two, but the adjustment is different from the engine, and power is expected to increase substantially.
Earlier, Ford of Europe design director Martin Smith in Beijing Auto Show in an interview with this reporter said that the new Fox Fox is in the second generation on the basis of "kinetic design" elements of the product, is not entirely new generation of Fox. Fox will be the third generation of integration into the more "kinetic design" elements, but the car also introduced the time could not be established .
Analysis of the industry, as domestic heavyweight players in Zhongji Ju, Fox did not Rumo "Car of the world," the doors of the wind, comfortable domestic market, has been a同级车sales models, sports models and cost-effective models, and assume Changan Ford a "headed Huadan" heavy responsibility . In 2007, Fox sold as high as 125,800, about the company's sales of all models of 58 percent. But this year, with Wyatt dynamic, the new Elysee, the new Excelle, Long Plaza, the new Jetta, and other competitors, the change, and updating the existing Fox, the upgrade has been imperative
Appearance, the overall shape of the European edition of 08, Fox. Newly designed headlights with the same winning big brother the same, sharp and exciting, coupled with the full opening of the inlet grille mouth, the new Fox Baqi is full. At the same time, the shape and color taillamps also slight changes, the more exciting. In addition, the configuration, a big increase in traffic on the 1st of the computer screen, such as air conditioning and automatic thermostats.
It is learnt that the new Fox Although the larger changes in shape, but with the current production of Changan Ford's second-generation Ford Focus belong to the same platform, should be strictly of the second generation "half" of the Fox model, power is still with 2.0 and 1.8 L L two, but the adjustment is different from the engine, and power is expected to increase substantially.
Earlier, Ford of Europe design director Martin Smith in Beijing Auto Show in an interview with this reporter said that the new Fox Fox is in the second generation on the basis of "kinetic design" elements of the product, is not entirely new generation of Fox. Fox will be the third generation of integration into the more "kinetic design" elements, but the car also introduced the time could not be established .
Analysis of the industry, as domestic heavyweight players in Zhongji Ju, Fox did not Rumo "Car of the world," the doors of the wind, comfortable domestic market, has been a同级车sales models, sports models and cost-effective models, and assume Changan Ford a "headed Huadan" heavy responsibility . In 2007, Fox sold as high as 125,800, about the company's sales of all models of 58 percent. But this year, with Wyatt dynamic, the new Elysee, the new Excelle, Long Plaza, the new Jetta, and other competitors, the change, and updating the existing Fox, the upgrade has been imperative
Monday, July 7. 2008
Own A Blue Sky
Replace and think, meaning is to change a position (or the angle) To ponder over the question. In life, this kind of mode of thinking is benefit for us, once trade company considers their demand in terms of consumer, continually commercial profit; Once the teacher considers in terms of student, it becomes very easy to give lessons; Once the pedestrian thinks about the driver, observe traffic rules, can reduce a lot of traffic accidents; Once the driver thinks about the pedestrian and brakes in time, will bring a lot of facilities to pedestrian, though oneself is some little trouble more, can save a lot of great trouble.
We among society, colony, replace, think, accompany by in about us all the time.
Need to replace thinking in the work. Between department and department, among individual and collective, among staff and the staff, because factors in many aspects of thread such as the conflicts, organizing and coordinating of the interests, the contradiction in the work is unavoidable. But is only replacing and thinking deeply constantly at work, from helping other colleagues, brother's department, unit whole work to set out, the ones that foster for other colleagues, other departments " Service consciousness " ; Can stand in the other side's position considering the question each other when the contradiction happensing, much a understanding and tolerant; Meet never prevarication of responsibility, does not care about the personal and little and collective gain and loss, help others voluntarily. Only in this way, could strengthen the communication and understand, develop the cooperation spirit, improve working efficiency, set up high-efficient group, thus promote the realization of enterprise's whole goal.
All work too, why some people are liked everywhere, but are others often squeezed? All life too, why some people are happy and harmonious, but do others often dispute constantly? A big problem of perplexing people in the modern society is the interpersonal relationships, it constantly and irregularly changes, the one that use is good it will become and open the key of the wealth, but it is not good to use, it becomes a rope hindering you from leading to success again.
We among society, colony, replace, think, accompany by in about us all the time.
Need to replace thinking in the work. Between department and department, among individual and collective, among staff and the staff, because factors in many aspects of thread such as the conflicts, organizing and coordinating of the interests, the contradiction in the work is unavoidable. But is only replacing and thinking deeply constantly at work, from helping other colleagues, brother's department, unit whole work to set out, the ones that foster for other colleagues, other departments " Service consciousness " ; Can stand in the other side's position considering the question each other when the contradiction happensing, much a understanding and tolerant; Meet never prevarication of responsibility, does not care about the personal and little and collective gain and loss, help others voluntarily. Only in this way, could strengthen the communication and understand, develop the cooperation spirit, improve working efficiency, set up high-efficient group, thus promote the realization of enterprise's whole goal.
All work too, why some people are liked everywhere, but are others often squeezed? All life too, why some people are happy and harmonious, but do others often dispute constantly? A big problem of perplexing people in the modern society is the interpersonal relationships, it constantly and irregularly changes, the one that use is good it will become and open the key of the wealth, but it is not good to use, it becomes a rope hindering you from leading to success again.
If you have a psychology of health, you will have interpersonal relationships of health, healthy working attitude, the quality of the healthy life. How to go to adjust one's own psychology? Should pay attention to four words to the most important thing is " Accept others " Or take " Lenient with others " . You should understand, worldly wisdom, you will understand, you can't change the weather in words following one's power or setback, you can only change the mood. Can you change the weather? Do you have this ability? That manpower can even. An educated person, he wants to treat the others' one kindly, it is to treat oneself kindly to treat others kindly, it is an interdynamic relation. The greatest intelligence lies in giving up reasonably in life. Can pick up that of putting down. Clever, went into battle with a light pack, at yesterday's thing has passed by, treated others kindly, it were others that considered, you will own a blue sky forever.
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Friday, June 13. 2008
A Little Girl's Hammock
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Long time ago, a little girl was wishing eagerly to have a hammock.
It then seems to be to take the textile of white cloud and become the line, the close hammock that weaves and becomes. Really want to sit above, sway longly.
"Is the hammock like cradle? A soft boat that the picture is floating in the air in the sky? " Tying the hammock in two toweringly while entering the big trees of the high in the clouds, people sleep among them, perhaps should dream that turn into and make birds by oneself.
However, in the little girl's courtyard, can get up on that kind of big tree of the hammock, there is even one.
In early summer, the flowers and trees country fair in the town is while opening a business, the little girl takes out all savings, have bought two saplings. That is two Chinese sweet gum saplings that only have the branch even thinner than the finger.
"You have only a bit little such children now, but you are sure to grow up, sure to look stalwart, enough to blow hammock come. Plant you in a proper way into in the field, it is long quickly. "
The little girl bends and looks at the sapling, say.
From then on, she does not water, spread manure for the sapling disconnectedly at all every day, was cultivating these two trees with great emphasis.
Since then, the past for many years, by summer of this year. Between two maples, two white hammocks are flickering longly. Above the hammock, record leaf spring onions luxuriant branch like the general relaxation of sun umbrella beautiful. On the hammock in tree shade, two children are speaking.
"It is said, this maple was planted by our grandmother's grandmother. "
That's true, the grandmother's grandmother left these two maples only for us.
The maple flickers rustling, give out the fragrance of gladdenning the heart and refreshing the mind. In the children's heart, live describing in the situation of that little girl long long ago.
Wednesday, April 30. 2008
Another happiness
A middle aged writer was fell in front of the computer suddenly when he was writing. After he died, the literary world is shocked by it. Those of his originally put the works having difficult labour in the publishing house, because there are selling points, and emerge in succession at fastest speed.
One has just finished a grand huge middle aged painter that made, has had no enough time to see all pictures using ten years are hung up and tumbled directly on the ground. He published his album at last with the help of a lot of people after passing away, having held the exhibition of paintings, it is well received to also gain the audience.
However, these reputations coming late, with appreciating them for not knowing at all. They are around desolate while living, in the humble room, often allay hunger with the salted vegetables, steamed bun, cold boiled water People should sigh for them unavoidably, complain of unfairness for them. Used but what does this have? This world is the same at all times and in all lands. Is there a picture selling out, Van Gogh with priceless work after death before death too in foreign country? Qing Dynasty did not have too " The whole family eats the wine of porridge to often buy or sell on credit " Write out and is amazed by Cao Xueqin of the great work generation? Is it that " please watch social trends in detail, who mostly does not chase and behave abjectly to the rich and powerful and coldly towards the poor to draw the poem in question of using the third of the twelve Earthly Branches of Tang? "
This of people's does not say with feeling at all gently, will disappear in a flash soon. Everybody's attention will be attracted by the new focus to leave too soon. In fact think about it carefully, even if people have been indignant all the time, said with feeling, and lock sight on them forever, how is it? They have already left, no one can change this fact. The problem is, how is my feeling when they live? Feel happy?
In fact, people's happiness has various. When being extremely hungry, it will be very happy to gorge on. While wearing shabby clothes in the wind and snow, it will be very happy to go to a cabin to enclose the stove and warm oneself by a fire. However, I want to have in the world another happiness: Talented people ignore the difficulty of obstacle or condition that various people are, can still be engaged in the thing that oneself wants to do most according to one's own wish, let one's own talent be given play to, gushed out heartily. Have flower and applause at this time, have flash lamp glimmer, interview microphone and camera surround, but their own feeling should say it is in a kind of happiest state in fact. This kind of happiness is not the general happiness definitely. The general happy ordinary persons can realize out. However, these another happiness which I say is what an ordinary person can't imagine and experience, only if I totally get drunk in and can't understand.
One has just finished a grand huge middle aged painter that made, has had no enough time to see all pictures using ten years are hung up and tumbled directly on the ground. He published his album at last with the help of a lot of people after passing away, having held the exhibition of paintings, it is well received to also gain the audience.
However, these reputations coming late, with appreciating them for not knowing at all. They are around desolate while living, in the humble room, often allay hunger with the salted vegetables, steamed bun, cold boiled water People should sigh for them unavoidably, complain of unfairness for them. Used but what does this have? This world is the same at all times and in all lands. Is there a picture selling out, Van Gogh with priceless work after death before death too in foreign country? Qing Dynasty did not have too " The whole family eats the wine of porridge to often buy or sell on credit " Write out and is amazed by Cao Xueqin of the great work generation? Is it that " please watch social trends in detail, who mostly does not chase and behave abjectly to the rich and powerful and coldly towards the poor to draw the poem in question of using the third of the twelve Earthly Branches of Tang? "
This of people's does not say with feeling at all gently, will disappear in a flash soon. Everybody's attention will be attracted by the new focus to leave too soon. In fact think about it carefully, even if people have been indignant all the time, said with feeling, and lock sight on them forever, how is it? They have already left, no one can change this fact. The problem is, how is my feeling when they live? Feel happy?
In fact, people's happiness has various. When being extremely hungry, it will be very happy to gorge on. While wearing shabby clothes in the wind and snow, it will be very happy to go to a cabin to enclose the stove and warm oneself by a fire. However, I want to have in the world another happiness: Talented people ignore the difficulty of obstacle or condition that various people are, can still be engaged in the thing that oneself wants to do most according to one's own wish, let one's own talent be given play to, gushed out heartily. Have flower and applause at this time, have flash lamp glimmer, interview microphone and camera surround, but their own feeling should say it is in a kind of happiest state in fact. This kind of happiness is not the general happiness definitely. The general happy ordinary persons can realize out. However, these another happiness which I say is what an ordinary person can't imagine and experience, only if I totally get drunk in and can't understand.
Common people are two sensational middle aged talents are very sorry after loneliness, death before death, but one of them die in front of computer of writing, one pour by the picture that was completed just, perhaps the mind is still addicted to one's own artistic world and has not woken up when they let go and leave away! Desolation of other people too fine, pursue, where be with them? Perhaps return just because they are unhonored before death, can make some things that really want to do oneself in a situation that external world did not did anxiety, enjoy, it lets to be another happiness that feeling erupted as as possible when being quiet fully. Otherwise, give them the high posts with salaries to match, famous car of luxurious house and go to deal with various one's own trival matters odd jobs unwilling to do every day, waste the valuable talent in a lot of boring mountain of documents and sea of meetings, will they be happy?
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